took my life from negative to positive.

Karma obviously exists, and it is slightly haunting me down. I don't know whether I am overeacting or it is true, but I am having the worst part of myself, the hatred, social disaster. I don't know, everything is just not right.

Mr. Curiousity

School schedule has turned out to be such an asshole this year. I am sorry to mention that, but that word seems to be the most powerful word to address the senior year.

Taking those prep classes for your finals has been hard enough, now tell me, what should I do for college?
I know this might sound stupid but somehow I wish I could stay 3 years old forever where you are not determined for anything.

The idea of leaving this kind of hometown is something I am looking for.

who is.

being absent for blogging makes me missing alot writing and it's not that i was busy to make up my life, but you know when your fingers wouldn't want to type and when u've been trying so hard to make sth to write in your mind and you don't actually figure it out.
So yes. i owe you guys an apology for this boring page.

Speaking of life btw, i've been great these days. Some great friends of mine are so much conforting, and you know when it comes to girls and the crews gathering; tell you what, Medan isn't that bad after all.

Life would be so much better without fight, right?

saving daylight

Blackout happens again. I heard rumours saying about the saving daylight these past few days, probably due to the global warming and stuff. Good idea i suppose. Why not. As when the sun shows up in the morning, everything is ripe or perhaps it's burning, not like i've mentioned on the last post before. here, weather is unpredictable.

April fools

I am sure that you guys know how ridiculous  April Fools is. Fooling people around and making some silly jokes with them 'till they look pretty much lame. Well, it happened the same here. April fools was perfectly great on the other day. I suppose that I was fooled many times than I personally fooled them. Actually i did bunch of silly cases to fool them, but none of them seemed to work out.

talking to the moon

Woke up in the morning and felt so fresh, the weather is just so great. It was raning the whole night and I was just surprised to find a lost river in front of my house. Guess, almost every part of this city happened so. since the rain has been pouring heavily this pass few days here. Great thing occured. Life's so cool.

Had a great time with some old friends of mine yesterday. We planned to hit bowling and apparently, there was a bowling competition went inside, so we headed to Cambridge to have movie and the movie was great anyways.We didn't take any good picture so I can't post them here, too bad. But, as I realized, i barely believe that Royce, who used to fight all day with me when we were in junior, has grown so much higher than me. i know things changed. Lord, I miss them.

pictures above were taken 3 years ago.

fyeah cupcakes

My school was a total heaven! the seniors are having such a hard time, so we were home earlier this week, got only 3 subjects the whole week, and next week is gonna be HOLIDAY man! Well, that's the good one. and what's the worst, tons of assessments to do, science, math, languanges, mid-test at wifield, plus extras. Goddamn it! in brief, my school is a total disaster.

we made cupcakes on the other day after school. the cakes were a total crap at first, and they were fabulous at the second time.

diffrence.

Valentine baby!

No big deal on valentine, and it isn't much terribly important for me.
Spending Vday with my girls, had a great lunch time after school and back to class. Wasn't that great? I'm dying, seriously.
I'm not going to talk much shits about Valentine cause I wasn't really celebrating it, so Happy Valentine's Day to my only beloved Mother and Father, and last, to all couples. Stay close, and long last guys (sorry for being late)

fucked up high school

People always say high school is the most adoreble moment in life. Like friends, gatherings, and stuff, well they are obviously wonderful, but don't you guys intend to have a better high school without any memorizing subjects?
for God's sake I damned almost half of the whole subjects. Omg, the hell I care. Fine, tell me what the hell civic, Indonesian, or perhaps History are going to do with me? For knowledge, it is, but memorizing every points, dates, years. Lord, screw 'em. I'm stupid enough on science and I am dead in memorizing.
I spent the whole week in science classes just because these idiot tests, and I skipped my language classes the whole week. I'm good enough not to throw up on science. Sick of school.

CNY with love.

The fifth day of the Chinese New Year, not much I guess. School this morning and home early with bunch of assignments from school. to be honest, I'm dying during CNY not as fun as others. this school is just pathetic.

I went to granny's home on the first day and shared some unbelievable thoughts with grandma. I missed her by the way. She is funny yet strict, looks pretty  much like mom. I wasn't doing much on CNY, just went to grandma's and temple for some blessings. Granny's place, where the entire family is gathered up, which is the very first place to visit every CNY.

lunar

Chinese New Year is almost here, precisely one hour left, and I'm here right on my bed using my cell phone to blog something, staring the lights and the Chinese red decorations around.

Am I supposed to be excited to celebrate this? Well, may be I should be.
Apparently, this year is different. I mean, the spirit I felt the last few years isn't anywhere I find right now. Which is weird and I don't know why, and my phone is like a total off, no sense of life or whatsoever. It's pretty silent compared to the last Christmas atmosphere.

I found out myself is total disaster today. I fell from the stairs and my right leg is in terrible pain. Isn't it a perfect ending to end this year (?)

Despite the bad stuff thingy. Now, I'm wishing you Happy Chinese New Year. May the year of rabbit brings you joys, health, and prosperity :D

2011

It's 2011 people. Everything changes. Happy New Year readers. Sorry for being late anyway.

Live up with the smiles, set your awesome brand new life, have faith, and say helloooo to 2011!

P.S MEDAN SUCKS