a study for heels

i am practically learning how to get my feet looks longer by walking on heels instead of my flat shoes.

yeah, i am searching for some heels though i dont have any of them, not really one in my closet.

let's give them a WOW! i havent seen it before but it looks great, i gues it's chanel

zipper heels, found it on paris fashion week, by 

Viktor Rolf

by D n G

so this is it! heels by valentino! fabulous, gorgeous r quite fit to describe them

mom, take a look at those heels, grab ur decision, give at least one chance to make me looks taller.

2days from now on

well, hell yes, i broke my promise to stop blogging on my last blog. i cant stand working on those books, papers hanging around my bed, or my table. terrible, isn't it? thinking to capture them and post it here, but i just feel so horrible to look down to my books and notes messing up my room. like exactly what i'm doing now. notebook is surrounded by couples of sociology and physic, and they are on my first day exam written clearly on my schedule as well. i have been planning to hit them off, but i have no idea why all my internet accounts r persuading to log the in :( yeah gonna make big deal to myself to shut these stuffs off.

so, here i am people! since i made my phone useless to be called as a blackberry for this lately weeks, i have been so pathetic to go on with this life, keep thinking about my tons of civics and 3pages physic's rules, couple semester of math, pages of chemistry rules. what do you think? i'll bet these might kill you even just to read about it, and me in obviously!

well, tell you guys,school has been being my first hell ever when the semester exams come along in the first year of high school, do you mind to imagine these, canceling the international holiday, saturday exactly, for 3 subjects test, and 3 subjects on monday as well, OMG! this is just an insanity for rushing up the late exams instead of any other schools do earlier test. i did a big fault of my life for choosing this school for my high school.

starting on the 31st of may and ends up on the 8th june instead viona is going to finish her exams on 2nd june.

aaaaa! *shouting for another dooms day of my life.

E X A M S

uhuh! i could just hardly believe that the final exam on my final first year of high school is coming soon in another 1week :( yes! i am sick of this stuff, how pathetic i would be huh? sticking my mind just with those books, papers, OMG! i cant even bear to imagine it, but i have to pass that situation every single year in definitely, and i am pretty sure about some certain subjects on my school r gonna kill my mood to live along, like indonesian language, history, laws education, or whatever people call it. oh JESUS! why should those subjects r existing on my school life. they are freaking annoying, weird, and useless as well! instead i have no idea those stuffs r going to be my priorities, and i am not gonna be a lawyer or whatever connects to them.

i will stop my cell, laptop, or even get them the hell out of my eyes, not really a glance :b

in action, with tif's specs :)

swiss bell's toilet :3

apparently, before they encounter my time, i guess i have my rights to get a little bit fun on browsing these adorable stuffs, before the incredibly boring stuff one,

hell yeah! love this awesome floral dress,looks so gorgeous

she is awesome in red :)

loving her fabulous cocktail dress <3

Penelope Cruz, cant wait for your action in Pirates of the Caribbean :)

anyway, i love her extravagantly set up hair.

see? she is hot, perfect in every single sight.

 MANGO brand should be so proud that having her as a fabulous model

splash in wonderland

well. i love being myself, i am proudly telling myself that i am who i am, whatever i am, i just simply love it, thanks mom for giving an awesome birth to me, and esp dad :)
i got a bit peace for 4days, 3nights dudes! since my bro left for his school's farewell trip to perapat, how this world was just practically without any mess, fights, or some awkward conversations like just exactly before h used to.
but know what! i hate to say yes, but i can;t stand to say no. i dont know whether this is kinda feeling of missing him, or just i havent used to.
feeling so weird without any people to argue with, no any conversation or fights before bed time, yeah this might sound crazy! but who cares, he is back to home now. i got a thinner partner to argue, yeah i guess he is thinner than before he left there, perhaps it was just because he didnt have my mom there to get him ontime meals like every single day mom does a perfect control on him.

today, mom got another reunion party with some of her friend in senior class. so she left meat home, i hate being home alone like i had this evening, i used to tease my friends around that they r just too big to feel scare about ghost stuffs. but i guess i am effected by them. believe it or not since my dad and mom told me about the real frantic ghost story, OMG! i couldnt even move my ass out from my room 'cause i was too scared to look around. i had been telling myself to think positive till my dad went home then i felt completely relax
well, i guess it is just too normal for girls to afraid about that things :DDDD

sunglasses to kill my fuckin boredom.

it's not really weird to wear this, while medan is having such sucking hot weather with the bright sunshine shines on it lately

Happy Mother's Day MOM!

initially, happy Mother's Day MOM! from the deepest of my heart, I LOVE YOU!

well,i cant even believe i am! giving mom an awesome rose, that this is my first time in my whole life till now giving mom some blossoms. and you have to know this, she laughed at me, she didnt even trust me doing this, yeah, i was feeling weird too, what a horrible daughter i am huh. i admit i am not a great daughter as some other daughters do, :( but i am trying to be this lately, mom i apologize for not being good for you, it's me who always against you, being so impolite to you, but for me you are the person i love most in my life whatever, whoever, however you are, you are the most outstanding woman i've ever met in my whole life.

after a bio class at school, we left for lunch at gumerang, and all of the sudden, anas's sister texted her to get a bucket flower to her mom, and i thought, how it will be so good if i brought mom a bucket of rose.

thanks anastasia for giving such a great idea for buying mom perfect rose, and you guys have to know this as well, how it was so weird, when we moved to the PapaMama florist to ask some roses. and the waitress brought us to see some roses, guess what, it was right 2 buckets left, i guess they are fated for both of us. this sounds ridiculous. but yeah who cares, i got myself a great story today :b

The 16th BLAST

well. i am officially 16 from now on, yeah, getting older with some unpredictable blast. i can't even describe how they gave me a huge blast surprise, too bad i have no those pics hanging around my photo gallery to share here. but i had my chicks performance badly! looks like they have succeeded for giving me such a smelly stuffs. they sent me home, while my mom was practically standing in front of my house waiting for my arrival. mom looked so shocked seeing me. the whole toilet were smelling so perfect!

another blast from kohan's class, got cake, and we missed some physic lessons to have kinda delivery meal from mcD.
those blasts were just so booming up over! big THANKS to my awesome buddies,
Jovita, Viona, Amoi, Wendy, Anastasia, Basauli, Tifany, Vera, Hana, jerrika, etc :D
well, again YOU GUYS ROCK! lol

simply unpredictable surprise :)

Oh my GOD! thank you for giving me such amazing pals around me, 

today was entirely awesome! and it's just too complicated to describe how amazing they are for giving me an early birthday surprise for me though i'm officially turning 16 tom :) i was hanging around saloon with my mom 'till i found them right next to my home. it was just so simple, a bottle coke, eggs, etc. they threw me an egg exactly on my forehead, it was practically sticking thru my hair with the smells, and i have to get myself a late shower while i have done an early shower before,  simple but giving me an OUTSTANDING and enormous meaning to end up this day. THANK YOU my dear VIONA and AMOI :D

this was the first stuffs the gave me before the second when i got a big egg on my fore head, thank you for your idea Mr. yusup!

a simply written birthday wishes from my awesome friends :) with a piece of chemistry paper behind it. looks so cute! thank you! this is just so UNFORGETTABLE!

Welcome The Remarkable May

Hello May, it is sweet to come over you  after all

well, i  guess time goes too fast till we have to leave April this fast.
feeling so lonely in this enormous world, i dont know where the hell r pals hanging around and hell please i dont really love my life since my bro had his great graduation. he is home these day, and i hate it, i have been so patient facing him lately. ;till we just had a big damn fight, as usual i'm dead having such awkward conversation. i'm just sick with him, actually i hate this situation to go on. but i have to keep pretending to enjoy this sucking life. i dont care who the hell gonna read this. but i'll gonna keep my finger typing on this blog to save my shitty life.
hey remember the sentence LIFE IS NEVER FLAT. yeah, life is not always flat i think. who cares in this lonely girl. life must go on. enjoy! i keep telling myself this sentences when i am hell pissed off, who knows. it works anyway. looks like i'm not that awkward, aren't i? LOL

well, i was just finished my writing exposition in ms.word and i'm free that this letters will be printed out as i will submit it afterwards. but seems like my flashdisk is hanging around zak's home since i lent him.
hey blog, looks like i'm gonna miss my driving badly, it has gone since the last accident i got, not really an accident, but was about it. too bad huh? my dad is not going to trust me anymore :(

another music class within whole 2 days 'cause the music test in occasionally :(
i admit, i'm not that good in singing but at least give me another weeks to go on with my voice yet i'm having this sucks flu :( it's killing, having a damn voice. but looks like our group do really need time :( and guess what. it is tomorrow, the upcoming semester test for music class on my first year of high school. gonna stay close in hell immediately.

hello jeffrie jee. yesterday was his getting older day, his birthday exactly, he turns 18 now. wish you a great future on the upcoming mature life :) i was in his surprise party with some new friends, and my classmates. it was sucking hot at cemara, had a great day as i was stood still since i had been awake at 6a.m
i got new knowledge for giving surprise to the one who is having birthday with some cruel stuffs like candle, little hotty chillies, and box ices, then plus hearing him shouting for a sorry for some of his friends.
the day ended up with a music class at anastasia's. yet got a great advances on our music band! :D