i'm seriously needing a break.

Ohmygosh. I don't know who or what should I choose right now, person who is literally in front of me, emotionally in front of me, or impossibly in front of me.
After all these months, I seriously need a break but I can just barely spill out everything thru my mouth.
yeah that thing is just too complicated, it changes everything in our life and I have no idea what's the point of doing all this stuffs. I wish to normally live up. But life won't be that simple.

People always ask, ARE YOU OKAY? I will just reply with the same answer, sentence, word and letters, no matter what. Saying that I'm good, fine, excellent, great or whatsoever. but in fact, I am truly not okay, but never people would understand that. Something that was emotionally carved right inside my heart, even I, myself don't believe that it hurts so bad.
I AM MISERABLE...

live up.

so I'm back, okay like finally. I've been so lazy to get my hands typing on my blog to update little thing about my life, since this stupid idiot operator has been so lame lately.

i am now exactly having second monthly test, and well as usual civics has gone to hell to taste the fire of bad mark. no offense.

I am so excited that my webcam camera had been fixed up. The camera is okay, well no as good as the macbook's which i've been yearning to have it. but it's just way much better than it used to be. what should I expect much from a VGA quality camera. ( MARK IT DADDY) lol.