Saturday, May 15, 2010

splash in wonderland

well. i love being myself, i am proudly telling myself that i am who i am, whatever i am, i just simply love it, thanks mom for giving an awesome birth to me, and esp dad :)
i got a bit peace for 4days, 3nights dudes! since my bro left for his school's farewell trip to perapat, how this world was just practically without any mess, fights, or some awkward conversations like just exactly before h used to.
but know what! i hate to say yes, but i can;t stand to say no. i dont know whether this is kinda feeling of missing him, or just i havent used to.
feeling so weird without any people to argue with, no any conversation or fights before bed time, yeah this might sound crazy! but who cares, he is back to home now. i got a thinner partner to argue, yeah i guess he is thinner than before he left there, perhaps it was just because he didnt have my mom there to get him ontime meals like every single day mom does a perfect control on him.

today, mom got another reunion party with some of her friend in senior class. so she left meat home, i hate being home alone like i had this evening, i used to tease my friends around that they r just too big to feel scare about ghost stuffs. but i guess i am effected by them. believe it or not since my dad and mom told me about the real frantic ghost story, OMG! i couldnt even move my ass out from my room 'cause i was too scared to look around. i had been telling myself to think positive till my dad went home then i felt completely relax
well, i guess it is just too normal for girls to afraid about that things :DDDD

sunglasses to kill my fuckin boredom.


it's not really weird to wear this, while medan is having such sucking hot weather with the bright sunshine shines on it lately

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